Getting ready for another day of work

Although I like the work environment and the people that I work with me, but i just couldn't find the motivation to get to work. i just want to stay home and chill. i think that it had to do with the inflexibility of work and it is very predictable.

I am actually thinking about going back to look for something else.

I need to look for something that I can make decisions. and not listen to people complain all day

Depress, May be.

I am angry at lots of things these days. There are days that I just want to be left alone and no to be bothered. I want to be social, but I just want to be at home. i know that I have been treating my home like a hotel. I just want to enjoy some quiet time and relaxed.

Why I like my motorcycle.

I love my motorcycle because I don't have to drive anyone around. I can ride her all day and no one would ask me for a rider. I don't even have to pick up anyone.

I have picking up and driving people around for a while. I have no problem to do that, if I am on my way. I am not going to go out of my way to satisfy some one anymore. I need sometime to myself. It may sound selfish, but I need to things on my own term. There are times people take things for granted. and they take me for granted as well.

I need to do things on my own term. Riding my bike is the ultimate way to do things.

5% of the population, if that

I was in a party on Saturday night and for a few moments, we were talking about relationship. A lot of people were saying that it is not easy to meet the right person to start a relationship. I have to agree. It is specially for the person that I am looking for. I am not about to settle down with anyone because I needed some one in my life.

Of course, I have realised that I am only interested in only 5% of the population. Granted, this is not scientific estimation. I am just using 5% to illustrate that I am not interested in most women out there. Of course, I was told that I would change my tune if I have met the right person.

Seriously, I am not desperate and I enjoy my current status. Writing about my relationship status just help me to think and plan.

Let's face it, I am still more Industrial than simple Rock N' Roll these days. I may be in my mid 30's but my age isn't an indication of things. I have no intention to live my life like a 20 years old. I am just living it the way I want.

Being a Geek

I am a geek.

I received my Star Fleet Uniform last week and I have been wearing daily. It is the uniform from the TV show Star Trek: Enterprise. It is a jumpsuit made with heavy duty cloth. It is surprisingly comfortable. I wear it around the house and it is an excellent piece of clothing for hanging out around the house.

My own September 11

The rest of the world is mourning September 11. They mourn about the lost of lives. However, September 11 has a different meaning to me. I was let go from my dream job. I was so screw up, I didn't care what was going to happen to me. There was nothing that I could do. I could not focus and my work was slipping. I lost my passion. Since that day, I took almost a year off. I managed to survive.

Now, I got a new lease in life. a new place to live and a new job that I enjoy.

Will I go back to recruiting? I don't know. I may in the future. But I also like to keep my option open.

Nature

I feel like human again. I feel. I cry. I laugh. I have emotion

There is no such thing as bad pizza

I am a firm believer that there is no such thing as bad pizza. But I have to wonder, what kind of pizza eater are out there. Here are a few kinds that I can think of.

1. Specialty Pizza lover -They are picky about the kind of pizza that they eat. They will drive across town for that perfect pie with the perfect topping, cheese and baking method.
2. The loyalists - They will only eat at certain pizza parlour. They are looking for long term and doesn't care what they favourite restaurants has to offer.
3. The Adventurers - They will eat anything, whether they are cheap of expensive.