What is happiness?

I have been thinking about happiness lately. I want to find it desperately but not sure where to find it. Many people think that money can buy happiness, but in my case, money bought lots of miseries in my life.

It is true that money can enhance life, but true happiness is within all of us. I can be happy, if I have no regret or not a thing to worry about. I want to live a life where I can be care free. I am not looking for a lot, just enough to call my own. I don't want to be greedy and just want to have what I have worked for. I consider myself to be a hard worker and I dislike people to try to get things for nothing.

Primary Transportation

My motorbike had become my main ride because my car is acting up daily. The same problem kept resurfacing. What can I do?

Funny things

I had lunch with a girl who I met a year ago. I went on a date with her once but I wasn't the boy that she is looking for. Well, We became friends. During lunch, she said that I am not sweet as before because of my stress is showing. It is true.

I know that I am stressed out. I totally showed signs. I lied about things. I am not motivated to finish the house. Not only that I bought myself a pair blue camo pants. I always thought it was dumb to wear camo if the person is not in the military or a hunter. I always thought that civilians not business in wearing them as a fashion style.

Now, I wear one. I wanted one because I saw a fellow motorcyclist wore one with his gxxer.

Tired on Rememberance Day

I am tired because of all the stuff that I did with my boy. We went to the swimming pool for about 2 hours follow by comic book shopping. Before Dinner, We went bowling. That tired me out. We bowled 3 games each and it wasn't exactly easy to keep up with him.

Here I am, writing my blog with a cup of espresso. I am trying to wake up.

Friday

It is another Friday and I am bouncing back. I did some shopping today but not making any decision at all.

Stressed, depressed, and pissed off

So, life is playing a sick joke on me again. My life is going no where with more crap landing on me. My outback is on her last leg. The mechanice told me that she needs a repair job that is going to cost me 4000 dollars. I don't think that I am going to have her repaired. Poor baby. and yes virginia, I will be needing a new ride. I have been looking at some used Volvo and HOnda.......