Grow up would you?

People have told me too many times that I need to grow up. Well, I want to know what I need to grow up from and grow up into. I am fairly mature and I am very professional when I am at work. But when I am at my own time, I like other things. I like to listen heavy stuff, which I include Goth, Industrial, hardrock and metal. I like to fancy things there are dark. I like to wear dark colour. I still think wearing Doc Marten is cool. It is also cool to wear black t-shirts, jeans and boots. I still want to be the person that your mother doesn't want you to meet.

ALthough I have did some grown up dressing the last few years, but I have had enough of it. I am dressing up again.